Axu's Journals

Aww, I give up on the eyebrows.

So, I'm deciding to re-grow my eyebrows. I haven't had real ones in so long. I love how sleek and narrow they look drawn on with bright purples and such, but I suppose I could dye real ones and keep them very narrow. I only 'became a girl'(gave up on the fact I was in fact not a boy, I would love to be) so I am far from knowing much about makeup.... All of my gay or drag friends are no longer here in one way or another, so I am lost. I really liked not having them. It's less of a hassel to have real ones, though. Boo. I had to voice my discomfort about giving up my precious freedom with eyebrow art. haha xoxo. AXU.

AFI Weekend.

PLANS: (Simplify so I don't ramble) Friday: See AFI at Buzzfestin OKC Saturday: Dancing with my Ama Pat to celebrat birthday, Drive to Texas, stay at hotel Sunday: See AFI at Edgefest in Texas! I hope to give Davey his drawing. I hope, I hope, I hope. This will be amazing...and none of you will get to see any pictures or videos. rahahhaa xoxo. AXU.

Thief

boysarehawt is some boy who thinks it's cool to steal.

Have him stopped. He steals other people's stuff. Here's all that I know that is stolen so far...
He insists I am a liar, but I swear I am not.

The first one is Sarah's: http://sarahjboston.buzznet.com/user/profile.photos/?entry_id=288534
And the rest are off of AFI's Tour Diary:
http://www.afireinside.net/news/default.aspx?nid=7559

I just want it to end.

xoxo. AXU.

Stolen Pictures.

There is a member(boysarehawt) on here that is stealing pictures from AFI's Tour Gallery and message board and claims thet it is theirs. They stole tattooes and they stole pictures of my car, and deary's shoes. I actually have other pictures to prove the car's mine, check out here for some originals. http://www.afireinside.net/news/default.aspx?nid=7256 Stealing tattoos(God forbid he gets them actually tattooes and copies the people), and other people's artwork fucking sucks. It's not cool. I know Buzznet has hardly any original pictures of bands, and actors..etc.. that's one thing, whatever, but claiming that shit sucks.

Bitter For Sweet

I cannot get enough of Bitter For Sweet. Honestly. It was SOMEHOW better than I expected. They always blow me away.

Another Frankenstein's monster lost.

Peter Boyle died! I was a fan of his acting, from "Joe", to "Young Frankenstein"(my fav.) to the dumb "Everyone Loves raymond." He made that show... But man, that really, really sucks.

(See the article.)
R.I.P, man.

xoxo. AXU

I Heard A Voice

So, AFI has taken my breath away once more. Their long awaited release in form of DVD finally came out. I waited for Drew so we could share the experience of it, going to get it, anticipating it on the way home, and then watching it ALL at once. It was inccredible. There were so many things I loved. The cinematography was absolutely beautiful...and I loved it very much. I love it, and haven't shut it off since I have gotten it. I am so happy and just so pleased with. I only wish they have released these over the years...at least with every new album. But you KNOW the fanbase would eat it up if they even released them excessively, I know I and somse friends would. Haha. THIS makes me happy and exciting. I think of past shows I have seen, memories good and bad, but my excitement overpowers me. This makes me so eager to see them at their upcoming show in Tulsa... I'm DAMN PSYCHED.. Really......Their performance on the DVD was damn amazing, as usual...and I am glad that they I recognized many DFer's and AFI fans on there, it was neat..especially the people at the gate..

Haha watching it a lot and rewinding and repeating the funny, sad(like the yelp....Moniter screech? maybe, eitherway, aww), and the unusual... We're not cynical, just laugh at how silly AFI really is...I like a band with humorous people behind it aswell as talented.

Amazing, amazing DVD. Great Job, guys. Can't wait to see you in Tulsa.

It was beautiful. Thank you.

Go get it, Hear The voice. Make It Yours.

Poor AFI members and the people around them.

So, Bulletins going up on myspace "I want to punch her in the face", and then post personal pictures of band members kissing people. It is rude beyond belief. It's their personal life. It's disgusting and unappealing, because of the attitude surround them, and the lack of respect for the members, and the fact their private photos being spread around the internet spreading bad attitudes and comments about innocent people. They deserve and enjoy their respect and privacy. They're amazing people, and theu don't deserve such disrespect. Have consideration. take them down. Leave their lives to themselves.

Stop it fucking fangirls, their life is their own,

i will snap your fucking necks..

go die.

xoxo. AXU.

JADE FUCKING PUGET!

Yes, today is infact Jade Puget of AFI's fucking birthday! He's only 33, and I have been celebrating his birthday for years, now, and it's crazy how the years go by! Haha Jade's a fucking badass, and funny as hell. Most people don't realize how nice and fucking HILARIOUS AFI can be. It's ridiculously wonderful how happy reading interviews/quotes or talking to the man can do for me. Jade's ana amazing guy, and also blows me away when he shreads on that guitar. Haha ....No really, he's amazing. I love his mad guitar and ninja skills. I like it when he gets to sing, too. Jade Puget is pretty fucking awesome, and someone I can look up to... haha and I did, he's freaking tall. I have a picture of us, but we look tired, so I'll pass... But man, I cannot wait until I get to see AFI next. Oh, yeah... He also looks pretty, too, but that was a given, eh? So many good things about Mr. Puget. I'm so grateful for his kindness, and his pure awesomeness, and his contribution to AFI. I love that band more than ever, now, and Jade's fucking funny as hell! So major props and thanks go out to you, and in honor of you, Mr. Puget. Have an amazing birthday, Jadey! Much love.

Davey Fucking Havok!

Today is Davey Havok's birthday. I always love celebrating his birthday, celebrating his life and accomplishments. He is one of the people I like and respect the most. His words and music have done a great deal for the past 11 or so years. I remember being about seven years old, and discovering AFI. I remember when I first heard them, I thought they were awesome, I remember the times before the current lineup, I remember when no one knew who they were, and when they first got onto MTV, and it was a weird thing at the time. I remember the old AFI days, I remember the younger shorthaired Havok, which most fan girls are oblivious to. Itâ�™s funny, especially when most of them wouldnâ�™t like AFI back then, just because of their appearance, just like now more people like them because theyâ�™re pretty. I have always like them, their looks are merely a plus to the amazing music they put out. I grew and changed, just as their music did, and I still always embraced the music, the lyrics and songs touched me and grew with me all of these years. Each album seemed to be exactly what I was needing to hear. I have held onto his lyrics so tightly iny life, savored every word, and every meaning to me that they hold. I am very grateful and touched by him and his songs. They stopped being "just a band" to me years ago; they do and are so much more than that. His personal words and thoughts are some that I value and cherish, the quotes, the blogs, the advice, all of it. He is also a beautiful person, inside, and out, and reminds me of my late friend, who was taken from me with murder, with hatred and ignorance, and I like being reminded of him. Davey was very gracious and kind to me when we first met, and I respect him for not being ruined by the fame, the overwhelming fandom that chases after him. He's beautiful, intelligent, and acts it. He is in my favorite band, AFI, and although I love all of the members very much, but today is Davey's birthday, so I'd figured I send a shout out for him. Have a wonderful birthday, Beautiful. Much Love. xoxo. AXU.