Where is salvation?

So, Bulletins going up on myspace "I want to punch her in the face", and then post personal pictures of band members kissing people. It is rude beyond belief. It's their personal life. It's disgusting and unappealing, because of the attitude surround them, and the lack of respect for the members, and the fact their private photos being spread around the internet spreading bad attitudes and comments about innocent people. They deserve and enjoy their respect and privacy. They're amazing people, and theu don't deserve such disrespect. Have consideration. take them down. Leave their lives to themselves.

Stop it fucking fangirls, their life is their own,

i will snap your fucking necks..

go die.

xoxo. AXU.

Yes, today is infact Jade Puget of AFI's fucking birthday! He's only 33, and I have been celebrating his birthday for years, now, and it's crazy how the years go by! Haha Jade's a fucking badass, and funny as hell. Most people don't realize how nice and fucking HILARIOUS AFI can be. It's ridiculously wonderful how happy reading interviews/quotes or talking to the man can do for me. Jade's ana amazing guy, and also blows me away when he shreads on that guitar. Haha ....No really, he's amazing. I love his mad guitar and ninja skills. I like it when he gets to sing, too. Jade Puget is pretty fucking awesome, and someone I can look up to... haha and I did, he's freaking tall. I have a picture of us, but we look tired, so I'll pass... But man, I cannot wait until I get to see AFI next. Oh, yeah... He also looks pretty, too, but that was a given, eh? So many good things about Mr. Puget. I'm so grateful for his kindness, and his pure awesomeness, and his contribution to AFI. I love that band more than ever, now, and Jade's fucking funny as hell! So major props and thanks go out to you, and in honor of you, Mr. Puget.

Have an amazing birthday, Jadey!

Much love.

Today is Davey Havok's birthday. I always love celebrating his birthday, celebrating his life and accomplishments. He is one of the people I like and respect the most. His words and music have done a great deal for the past 11 or so years. I remember being about seven years old, and discovering AFI. I remember when I first heard them, I thought they were awesome, I remember the times before the current lineup, I remember when no one knew who they were, and when they first got onto MTV, and it was a weird thing at the time. I remember the old AFI days, I remember the younger shorthaired Havok, which most fan girls are oblivious to. It’s funny, especially when most of them wouldn’t like AFI back then, just because of their appearance, just like now more people like them because they’re pretty. I have always like them, their looks are merely a plus to the amazing music they put out. I grew and changed, just as their music did, and I still always embraced the music, the lyrics and songs touched me and grew with me all of these years. Each album seemed to be exactly what I was needing to hear. I have held onto his lyrics so tightly iny life, savored every word, and every meaning to me that they hold. I am very grateful and touched by him and his songs. They stopped being "just a band" to me years ago; they do and are so much more than that. His personal words and thoughts are some that I value and cherish, the quotes, the blogs, the advice, all of it. He is also a beautiful person, inside, and out, and reminds me of my late friend, who was taken from me with murder, with hatred and ignorance, and I like being reminded of him. Davey was very gracious and kind to me when we first met, and I respect him for not being ruined by the fame, the overwhelming fandom that chases after him. He's beautiful, intelligent, and acts it. He is in my favorite band, AFI, and although I love all of the members very much, but today is Davey's birthday, so I'd figured I send a shout out for him.

Have a wonderful birthday, Beautiful.

Much Love.

xoxo. AXU.

Today's Jeffree Star's fucking birthday. I am a huge fan of Jeffree Star, and her music. That is what I have been listening to a lot lately. I even listen to the Hollywood Undead and ghetto blast that on the South Side of OKC, it pisses the 'gangstas' off. It's pretty amusing. Apparently hearing the Queen of the Beautifuls rap about sucking cock and stealing boyfriends pisses them off; especially when it's louder and the bass hits harders than theirs. It also makes them mad that it's me; pale as fuck white girl putting on lip gloss, with makeup put on full, with bright orange hair, long black lashes and bright blue eyeshadow, and just singing a long. They hate me, especially at stoplights. Hm, so with that thought, I'm just posting to wish the Queen Cunt a fabulous birthday! I hope it's a good one, and you party it up!

Listen to Jeffree Star.

Shit.
Holy Miss Moly, I got my ears scalpelled today! That was quite an experience, and quite frankly, I hope to never experience it again. I went to class, and afterwards made my way to Mystical Illsuions, for my scalpelling appointment with Dustin. Well, I was pretty nervous suddenly(I haven't been to terrible nervous until then), and the he got everything(tools) and me ready, and Drew started filming. It was very painful, much more painful than I expected. They still hurt very badly, but I've already soaked them, and they calmed down a bit. I'll let you know when they heal. I'll like thinking about them more at that time, right now, I've been trying to not look at the pictures too closely; psychological thing, they throb and string when I see them... But YOU, you can see them if you feel like it...

See Pictures of me getting my left ear done here!
And see the Video of me getting the right ear done here!

Go to Dustin for all your piercing needs...

Take That.

Well,
Today was nice. Drew let me sleep late, and we woke up to spend the day with his relatives. His Uncle, Byron, came into town last night from Corpus, and him and his wife are some of the nicest and sweetest people I have been around. We all went to Grandmommie's house and had a nice dinner, and then talked a while. It was great to see everyone again, and it was a great time. I loved it.

Well, I go to school tomorrow at 8:50, and get to at Noon, and then I'm to head over to Mystical Illusions for my appointment. I have made an appointment with Dustin to scalpel my lobes. My lobes are currently stretched out to only 3/4", and because of the low placement, the bottoms of my lobes are thinning. I have an eventual gauge goal of an inch and a half, and to help that happen, sclapelling must be done. Truthfully, I must say I am not anticipating it, but I am also more afraid of how the taper will feel rather than the scalpel.

I'm kind of nervous. Wish me luck.

xoxo. AXU.

My house has an orange tint to it. It gives off a very warm and welcoming feel. There is a string of orange lights around the window to the kitchen, and all sorts of Halloween decorations are littered on all of the surfaces my little apartment holds. I absolutly love it.

I finally did another tattoo last night, and get to rest because I don't have to go in until six, instead of two. And mentioning last night.. I had one guy drive up to me when I got out of my car, and looked me up and down. "How much?" He inferred and I picked up a water bottle off of the ground and threw it at him. I wasn't scared of a fight, I keep my brass knuckles with me. I yelled at him, and continued to walk to work while four vehicles continued the wonderful(..pfft) night by honking and whisteling as they passed. This was all in a matter of my walk to my car, to my work, less than a minute's time. My coworker suggested it was a combnation of the skirt, the pink leopard print tights, and the orange hair.

I hate when people think I am a hooker.

xoxo. AXU.

Watch Yahoo! Music on Wednesday, November 15th for the exclusive premiere of the "Love Like Winter" Long Form Video!

-From AFI's Blog.


I'm pretty psyched. It will amazing, I''m sure. I love everything about that video. I love this whole extended or "long form" as they put it, videos. It makes me incredibly happy. I realize this will mean more video of the guys, and more prettyness and wonderful screen captures for my collection.

Don't forget, guys.

xoxo. AXU.